MIRRORS

PSA: I haven’t written in a while… been kinda caught up with life, work, and personal development. Most of this is honestly because was dating someone pretty cool! 

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(I’ll leave that there because when they see this I want them to know I respect them and I’m learning to work with someone else and not work alone. Which is quite hard for me because well… I haven’t really seriously dated much! I digress ) 

Mirrors are a reflection of ones self. A view point that is mainly that of vanity by modern standards.

NOW, When I say mirror… I’m simply stating ones perceived perception of self.

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Little know fact. What you see in the mirror isn’t always exactly how you look to other people unless you use a true mirror.

In the past few months I’ve had to look at myself for the best and the worst of me… 

To be honest I’m not as happy as I thought I would be! Yes, I’m not the worst person, however, I’m not the kindest either. 

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I’m cold, blunt, brash, selfish, really close to being emotionally manipulative, and who knows what else. GOOD thing it wasn’t on purpose. 

As a child I was loved and protected and sheltered. Yet my natural analytical side allowed me to see body language and read between the lines of everyone else but myself. 

I created defense mechanisms to control and avoid pain and get what I wanted..

AGAIN NOT ON PURPOSE. 

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Meeting the person I was dating … has been some what of a true mirror to my heart both good and bad! They them selves haven’t done anything but be respectful and kind. 

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However, between their actions and words. I was being reminded of my indecisiveness, my poor time management skills, and everything else I thought was good at. 


While they where handling their task and still trying to fit my complicated self into their lives. I wasn’t truly doing the same. 


See I’ve learned how to get things done well enough to be good  and “DAMN GOOD!” 

But not my best effort!


When it came to actual work I used my looks, charm, and MERCY/FAVOR FROM “GOD” TO GET BY!


SHAME

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WHICH IS SO NOT ACCEPTABLE! 


SO NOW

 “IM LOOKING AT THE MAN IN THE MIRROR!”

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The True Mirror.


I think maybe we all should.


Again, when I say mirror I don’t mean the physical, I mean the internal. 

“For you hard headed knuckleheads…”


Take it day by day…It can be scary. 


EASE ON DOWN THE ROAD! 

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Mr. Reign

Power Struggles

Let’s have a talk! Better yet, sit back and listen! 

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I’m not playing with you tuhday! Let’s start with a Bang! I promise to keep this short!  

 

If a person wants to have a power struggle with you, you have but two options and only two. Bow before them and be a lil bish or keep doing you to the fullest and pay them no mind. (In the internal sense not in external. If it is a race or tangable non self defeating “competiton” give it your all. It will grow you)! 

 For everything else!  Let it go!!!

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You can’t worry about someone else’s insecurities!  That’s all power struggles are about! Their sh**! The minute you find yourself at war with a person emotionally when you’ve done nothing to them but be who you are (in respect). Move on. Even if it’s a battle only you are facing. Let it go! 

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So, some of you read that last sentence. And said that doesn’t make sense! For those who missed it. Buckle your seat belt!

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Your the problem. And you better realize it quickly! 

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If you are having a power struggle with someone by yourself then! You need to look at your insecurities. ASAP  

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I know... I smooth hit a soft spot! I love you! 

SO WARNING: IF YOU ARE SCARED OF THE TRUTH! 

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Get your head out ya a**! Focus on what makes you great spot looking at the negative and repeating the same sad narrative and wondering why your life is on a sh*** repeat like  diarrhea at a pig farm!  Go be great! (I’m talking to myself too I’m guilty sometimes)   

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If your my friend, loved one, hater, or enemy imma come at ya neck almost everytime about this! Even if I don’t know you!

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Please don’t  

 

All im saying is power struggles are really signs that your leveling up or depleting like a old iPhone that can’t update anymore! You can laugh or cry just take this post for the core of what it is to be serious! 

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Stop struggling and grab your power! And take this week by the horns! 

You got this!  

 

Mr. Reign  

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The Rabbit Hole

The Rabbit Hole

What is the Rabbit hole? 

“To go down the rabbit hole is to enter into a situation or begin a process or journey that is particularly strange, problematic, difficult, complex, or chaotic, especially one that becomes increasingly so as it develops or unfolds. (An allusion to Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll.)”